I think my blog looks dead, I'm very sorry for mia-ing for these days butreally dun't have the mood to post anything up. Seems to have alot of unsolved things going on, kept in my heart, dun't know what to do with it too, sighs. No idea how and what, just wanted to concentrate on my 'o' level study bahs, can't afford to waste any more time on these things. I asked myself what do i really want, my answer was, i really dun't know, i lost all my feelings, i feel numb, i feel my heart cold, my mind was blank, i wasn't going to cry but tears run down my cheeks, i've no interest in anything right now, no one, feeling empty once again, feeling tired, very tired, falling apart, i think? I dun't wish to have one, but what am i waiting and wishing for? I hate myself for being like this, for being so 'aimless, pointless', sighs. Who can tell me what to do, who can i talk to? Maybe only the wall and my bear bear, waht about the reply? I'm going crazy, i think, wth? I lost my way, i lost my aim of life..